I am brand new to Sparkpeople.com! The reason I am here is because after seeing pictures of myself while vacationing in Australia, I found that I wanted to hide them from everyone due to how ashamed I felt when I looked at them. I weighed myself for the first time in a long time, and discovered that I was much heavier than I even thought. I want to get back to feeling good about myself. I don't want to be embarrassed to share pictures of myself with others. My goal is to lose 30 lbs. before my next vacation in December. That is going to be difficult, but not impossible. I just need the support from others to help me stay on track.