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    Ooops. Just commented on my own page haha and I can't figure out how to delete it.
    4432 days ago

    Comment edited on: 12/4/2008 1:45:48 AM
    Hi, I was just wondering how you are doing. I did not forget you. I'm still praying for you. emoticon
    4432 days ago
    I knwo what you mean. That happened in my family as well. My grandmother helped as much as she could. When i turned 18 years old i took my family away from that mess. I know how you feel. People would always say you are so beautiful but i felt ugly because of how i saw myself. I have a blog a little on it. For a while GOD has been my father, mother,lawyer, healerect.. People have asked me to write a book. I'm sure you could as well. I wish i can make a movie.It would be one no one has seen. I am so happy that when i Meet GOD at 18 years old it took time but, i love myself. I know that sounds weird but i can truly say i love me. That was when my weight loss began. You will get there as well. You have to forgive live your life.Do'nt let people hold you back from your destiny. I did and i took it back. I don't care what people say. You know your family can be your worst enemy. Remember nothing happens in our lives for no reason. This made me a stronger person inside. I treat my childres much different. I can speak to people who are going through because i have been there myself. You will get there. GOD made you special unique don't ever forget that. You are someone. Somone who deserves to ollse weight and look your best. It is hard at timesbut, don't let people steel your joy. GOD will turn this around to work for his good.He is going to use you as well. emoticon
    4440 days ago
    I;m sorry i thought you asked about if i had flab after loosing the weight 3 times. If it was no i did not. I will tell you what i did later.

    I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I would not feel quilty at this point. Everyone grieves in there own way. Do what you have to do until you are ready to start again. I would not beat myself up. It is hard to think about yourself at this point which is normal. You must remember yourself sooner then later. This to shall pass. You and your family will be in my prayers. If you think about it eating will not solve the pain. It is temporary. You will come back stronger. emoticon This is the time we need to be the strongest with the weight. Ask GOD to help you get back on track as well. Remember you came this far not to go backward. You need to take care of your health. I'm sure that this is what He would want you to do.

    Your a winner problems will come but the LORD will deliver you out of them all. When you don't feel GOD is with you, that is when GOD is with you the most. emoticon Take the time you need to grieve though very important. This to shall pass. My grandmother passed away who was a mother to me. I thought i would die if she left. Instead it was like her strength came inside of me instead. You will be in my prayers.
    4441 days ago

    Comment edited on: 11/25/2008 8:31:22 AM
    Hi, I just want you to know, i did not forget about your question. That is a great question. You did not offend me. I am still a day behind posting my workouts i haven't had the time to answer my messages. I will though. It will be somewhat long.LOL My 19 year old is always on the computer when i get ready to get on, then i have to leave sorry. emoticon

    I wish you and your family a happy thanks giving. Now the 12 year old wants to get on. I need one in my room.LOL
    4442 days ago

    Comment edited on: 11/24/2008 5:32:06 PM
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