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Introduction Text Hey Everyone...I'm back again...and I will keep coming back until I get it right...lol. I am a emotional eater and everyone of my emotions has a food group of it's own. I'm also a sugar addict, especially chocolate based. Whenever I am stressed and emotionally hurt I dive into sugar, not good being a type 2 diabetic. I recently return to college working towards my Social Service degree and I also have taken over the home care of my sister(very stressful). I have come back because I have reached my heaviest: 489.2 and I am beginning to have problems with my knee...can't have that, not being the Dancehalldoll!!!! lol...so here I am...back again...until I get it right! 01/29/11: The intro of my page was written exactly 1 year ago...so, once again I am back. This time after going to my doctor yesterday and reaching what will be my final all time highest weight of 507pounds!!! Never in my days did I ever imagine I would ever get ths big. I feel it all through my body: my knees, my movement, my mindset. I finally feel the limitations of being severely obese. So now what? A lot of praying for help and to be saved from this life of bondage and the tools/answers have been coming to me...I'm trying not to give up on me, but overoming the addiction of over eating is hard. So very hard. I realize losing this weight and getting healthy will be the hardest thing I will ever have to do in my life...oh GOD! lead me to a healthier, longer life place. I don't know what my goal weight is. I have always been fat, so I guess I will know when I get to it. I do know I want to be out of the 500 pound range, the 400 pound range, the 300 pound range and the high 200 pound range. I want to lose enough to where I have a figure and not just a mass.

1/30/11-4/1/11: 1. exercise 3 days a week, atleast 20min. a day 2. remove all 'white' foods from diet 3. water,water,water 4. lose 20lbs

clean food eating positive support from all areas water,water,water

I'm from Oakland, CA (Bay Area) social service major email: lauana.terrell@yahoo.com (love getting funny stuff)

I am into farmers markets, bookstores, golden girls reruns and singing loud in my car.

Add a Link “Sing like no one's listening, love like you've never been hurt, dance like nobody's watching, and live like its heaven on earth.”
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