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Introduction Text A to Z: Anger, sadness, grief, pain Be as it may, I'm up again Can't stand my looks, e.d. is winning Desiring bones, is just the beginning Everyone pleads, "eat, Michelle, eat" Fading away, I've been beat Going for broke, that's what I need Hitting bottom means getting freed I am strong when I am weak Jonesing for the numbers that I seek Keeping my life - it's what I want Leaving Ed, he'll protest, taunt My mind's made up, I'm getting better Now Ed can't say "Yes, I got her" Over and over I swim then sink Priorities, I can't trust what I think Quiet times, this is what I need Rest in peace, Ed, yes, indeed Someones going to win this fight Tonight, it's Ed, this fruitless plight Under the covers, refuge, comfort Viewing my bones, it's so much effort When will it end? She says with a frown Xanax does nothing but bring me down Your love, Bo, is all I need Zoetic and able, my new creed. Michelle 2/08

I want to eat without guilt or worry and focus on people, not my flaws. I want to learn, then inspire others. I want to drink more water and exercise for health.

My program consists of logging on to sp, journaling, following a sound eating program, and exercising moderately. I have a personal trainer, a psychiatrist, doctor, counselor and sponsor to help me overcome my eating disorder.

I live in Idaho with my sons and spouse. My hobbies include reading,music, & spending time with friends over a latte.

I have been at each end of the weight spectrum. Now I'm a healthy weight but afraid of everything. I am very rigid with my food and it creates problems with my marriage. I also suffer from celiac disease and hypothyroid.

Add a Link "can you see the beauty inside of me? what happened to the beauty inside of me?" -Bono
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