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It is kinda hard for me to know exactly what to write, I know i need to lose weight, but even when i was slim i thought i was fat. Even when i was a tiny seven year old i thought i was fat. I have always seen a monster even when there wasn't one. I put on weight when i was on the pill in my late teens. And it has been up and down since then. Before then i had been up and down with my diets and eating fads, i thought i would only eat like toast and peanut butter and that would make me thin. I would do this for a week or so before going back to normal or changing it. I was also bullemic for a period of around 6 months, i wouldn't binge just throw up most meals i allowed myself to eat, even if they were healthy. I would let myself keep one or two down like breakfast or a small salad now and again. So food and weight loss has always been a big thing to me. I find exercise hard to stick to though, especially now i am often unwell, and though i don't overeat too badly i do on occasion eat larger portions and perhaps shouldn't as i do now need to lose weight. I usually in a household eat what is bought for everyone else, rather than push for healthier varietys though my partner is now supporting that i want to do that and need to for myself. I want to lose weight and stop seeing the monster i see. I want to feel confident in outfits and even naked. I would like to rbuild an esteem i never had.

Update - The day after i joined spark people i found out i was first time pregnant o-o!!!! i know right lol. So my luck that i finally put my foot down and am gonna make some changes to lose all my weight, i find out i have a baby growing inside me. Well, maybe it can still be done, healthy changes can still be made, i wont diet as suchbut rather stock up on healthy stuff and avoid munching bad things with the odd treat, Also aware this is gonna be hard with cravings and what not. And exercise having to be much gentler. But my baby and my health are now paramount to me. I quit smoking the next day and it is hard but i am determined! Everytime i get a craving i picture the lil one and they soon pass. Though it is very frustrating lool.

Member Since: 11/12/2012

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