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My main goal is to beable to run and play with these two I love them so much and want to be here!

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This is my goal to make it to the top of natrual bridge with out taking a break!

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Another goal is to feel sexy again around my husband!

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Okay, I have been back on here committed to sparks for a few months’ now and have seen amazing result. However, this past month I have completely fell off the wagon, rolled down the hill, and fell in the ditch. Now, what do you suppose I do now? Give up? Forget about why I started this in the first place? NO! I will tell you what I am going to do...I am going to get up, dust off my knees, wipe the dirt from my brow, stand tall and speak out and tell you all...I am capable, I am willing, I am strong, I will prevail! This minute obstacle in my life is nothing compared to where I have been and what I have overcome! How can I let something like weight lead my life? Those three digit numbers on the scale, there not my maker…God is! God rules over my life, with him all things are possible! There has never been a prayer that I have prayed go unanswered, unless it was supposed to be that way. Like that song say’s thank God for unanswered prayers! God has never let me down, and he never will! I watched a movie last night and the woman said to her granddaughter if you feel God is far away who moved? The Granddaughter replied I moved. What truth there is in that statement…? I moved! Well honey I am moving back! I am back and telling God to take me places I haven’t been, carry me all the way, Lord past the finish line to my goal! And while I know God will most defiantly get me there, I know what my part is; If I want it I have to reach out and get it I have to work for it and when I need a little pep put in my step I will ask for it and give thanks for it! I can’t wait to see the new me! So goodbye to my flip flop month I have had and Hello to my new life awaiting me… All I have to do is reach!

There's a difference between interest and commitment. When you're interested in doing something, you do it only when it's convenient. When you're committed to something, you accept no excuses; only results.” - Kenneth Blanchard


Are you interested in your goals, or are you fully committed? One of the most common complaints among goal setters nowadays is that there’s just not enough time to get to the ones that “really matter.” The real culprit is that most people don’t raise their goals beyond the level of general interest. They’re waiting for a vague time in the future when other things won’t get in the way or when they wrap things up. In other words, when it’s more convenient. And of course, that time never comes, does it? If your goals are truly that important to you, don’t let anything stand in your way. You have the power to say ‘no’ and to set your priorities. Make that commitment and you automatically create an obligation that you’re bound to fulfill.

Member Since: 10/1/2009

Fitness Minutes: 4,777

My Goals:
I want to run and play with my family without being winded, I want to hike to the top of natural bridge without stopping, I want to feel beautiful and healthy! I want to love me!

My Program:
I am walking a the least one mile a day, "mostly going for more" I am counting calories, and working out with the fitness program on here, I also am using the visual!

Personal Information:
I am Megan and I have a beautiful little girl named Tristan and my hubby who's name is Anthony! I love them SOO much and I want to be here for them I want more than anything to "look good" I want to have good self esteem and love me for who I am! I am at my end with loosing weight I have never been this heavy at 260 lbs. the most i ever weighed was 188lbs in grade school witch was over weight but this is rediculous. I have always strugled with weight my whole life I kept it off for four years in high school weighing a wonderful 142. But can you believe I thought I was fat? I now know I most likly will never be 142 again but my goal is 160lbs. I want it bad. I see myself thin but, I worry because all the other diets I have tried I got bored and qiut. I hope I can stay motivated and reach my goal I must!

Other Information:
I love God my family and friends! I pray God please, help me with my weight and help me accomplish my goal thank you Lord in Jesus name, amen!

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  • v AARONSMOM618
    loooooooong time no talk woman :) i havent logged on in like 2 months...can you say "SLACKER"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your message showed up on my email and kicked my butt back into gear, so THANK YOU!!! it felt good to log my breakfast in and the water i've already had today and now i'm taking Aaron to the park for a long walk, the pedometer is on and my goal today is to reach at least 10,000 steps (hopefully i can at least reach that!) how is the new house?!?! hope you're all moved it and feeling at home. the house we put an offer on fell through :( someone put in a higher bid, so the search continues :) i'll talk to you later, we HAVE ALOT TO CATCH UP ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    xoxox ~Dana
    3858 days ago
  • v ANGELAK85
    Wii fit looks fun, but I probably wont get it lol. I have DDR for playstation, but the mat broke, so we are trying to get a new one. DDR is a lot of fun, and you burn calories while doing it lol. I think your rewards are great. I would love to get my nails done, but can not afford to do it every 2 weeks right now. And when my pants get big, I get new ones lol. We are going to go visit my parents in April because my grandparents will be coming down, and I have not seen them in 2 years. The last time they saw me I was like 315 pounds or so, maybe bigger! I wish I could start losing weight like I was before I hit this plateau. I would lose between 2-4 pounds a week, now I am lucky to get 1! I want to lose as much as possible before April, because my husband is also going to take me to get new summer clothes.
    How is your week going so far? I know what you mean about exercising, I never want to do it, but when I do it, I feel good. But no matter how much I am not in the mood, I still do it!
    3927 days ago
  • v AARONSMOM618
    Thanks for the pic comment :) It was such a relief to just get away from everything and everyone for alittle while on Thanksgiving...hopefully i'll have some new pics to post in the near future with a lighter happier me :D
    3928 days ago
  • v ANGELAK85
    I have a 3 year old little boy, so I do know how that is lol. Luckily he lets me do my workouts without interruptions.
    lol my ear is fine, unless like I said before, I clean it. My next reward will be a eyebrow piercing, but that will be my last piercing. Do you give yourself any rewards?
    I am doing good though, thanks for asking. I am trying to stay on track and keep losing these pounds. I am doing the biggest loser last chance workout program right now, I will be done in 3 1/2 weeks. When I am done with that, I will be starting Chalean Extreme. I can not wait!
    3929 days ago
  • v ANGELAK85
    I am not going to lie, it hurt lol. The guy who pierced it was even honest with me and told me the first hole wont be so bad, but the 2nd one will hurt pretty bad. He was not lying lol. It throbbed in pain for like 2-3 hours. Now it does not even hurt, unless I touch it. When I clean it I have to move it around, so that is when it starts to hurt again. It will probably hurt for 2-4 weeks or so.
    How have you been?
    3930 days ago
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