SHINNY910

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My name is Loni. I am single mother of 2 wonderful children (Connor, 5 and Layla, 3). Most of my weight issues began last year. In January of 07' I weighed 150 lbs and I was ok with that for the most part. I looked at it as "I'm a mother of 2 so don't beat yourself up". I would have loved to been able to get down to my pre-pregnancy weight of 137 lbs but I knew and still do know that I will never be that again. Anyway, my troubles began last year after the death of my husband and best friend Ryan. I was so depressed that all I did was eat. I moved in with my in-laws shortly after that and my mother and father-in-law are great cooks and it was good homecooking everynight almost. I am also a fast food junky. I am currently going to school to get my degree in Radiography so I'm pretty busy throughout the week that I don't eat right. I am a big pop drinker, I love my Mt. Dew. I know if I could give that up I would be doing better with my weight but it's hard. Another reason I think I have such a hard time losing weight is because of my husband. No matter what I looked like or how much I weighed, he was always complimenting me on how beautiful and sexy I was. I don't know if I have it in my head "he loved me for me and know matter what I look like he would still love me" or what but I just want to feel better about myself and not be so worried about what I'm gonna wear and if I look fat in it or not. I want to be comfortable with myself again.

Member Since: 3/11/2008

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My goal is just to lose the weight that I gained over the last year.


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  • v LIZZY63
    Just passing by to give a shout out and some encouragement.

    Welcome to SP.
    You CAN do this for YOU and your children.
    I agree with your thinking though, husbands forgive us for all our "sins"
    He will be looking down on you cheering you on!

    "Finish each day And be done with it.
    You have done what you could.
    Some blunders and absurdities may have crept in.
    Forget them as soon as you can."
    4498 days ago
  • v PTROUT88
    Hey Girlie!! Glad to see ya on Spark!! I agree, I'm hungry too!!
    4504 days ago