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Introduction Text When will I be skinny .... I am so tired of being this fat girl...... my boyfriend tells me that I am beautiful, but if I was to loose weight he said Id be a Goddess..... lol okay thats a little to far, but it makes me feel good.... I just want to be a normal weight for once in my life.... I cant remember ever fitting into anything smaller then a size 18. I just want to feel comfortable in clothes, not always pulling my shirt down or being afraid to sit down because all my fat will show too much. 2011 has to be for me , just has to be..... I cant take this feeling any longer. I want to be thinner. My boyfriend's b-day is coming up on 04/26/11 and I want to lose 30 pounds by then ..... LETS GET TO WORK! I am a single mother of a beautiful 3 year old boy. I go to school full time and work full timSe. I have been trying to lose weight for more than 5 years, and I am so ready to do this!!!! I want to be me and I feel the only way this will ever happen is when I lose some pounds and become more confident with myself. I am a fun person and great friend but only a few see this side, I want to be me always no matter who is around. I want to be able to dance without wondering who is laughing at me, to go to the gym and not think people are looking at me and talking, I want to be ME! 10/06/2008-- I really would like to lose a nice 8 pounds by the end of October. I finally realized that I may as well do this nice and slow and know that it will happen. Then to do it as fast as possible where I am more likely to give up. I am so so so so DONE!! ................................................................... ---------------------------------------- Year End Goal ---- to be 180 **** If I could lose 2.5 every week I can make my goal!! Starting weight 209 Week 1 * 10/23/2008 - 206 Week 2 * 10/30/2008- 205 Week 3 * 11/06/2008- 206 Week 4 * 11/13/2008- 206 (still) Week 5 * 11/20/2008- 203 Wooo who 3 pounds away from my book 2009 Year rewards for weight loss 210 Starting Weight --- 12/22/2008 205 Buy a book - Vampire Series --- 01/12/2009 (will buy the book next weigh-in to make sure it is maintained) 200 Buy new pair of shoes/ dress shoes 195 Work out Mat 190 Buy new pair of sneakers 185 New dress/and/ or Jeans 180 Photo shoot with my son 175 Get my nose ring 170 Get my hair straight/ Trip to New York 165 New Hair cut (long layers) 160 Get my hair colored (lighter brown with honey highlights) 155 A Trip To Victoria's Secret/ $100 gift card+$100 cash 150 Tattoo 145 Teeth Whitening 140 Fly out of the state for a weekend!!!! 135 Disney with Emmanuel 130 Spend $1000 on a new Wardrobe ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Starting over once again. I am so stuck in this range, I know I need to push a lot harder to get out of it. But here I go!!! I now have a friend who is walking below my horse so that when I fall off he will be there to push me back on. I really believe this will make it work. I have always been this type of person, needing that motivation from someone else. I know this is not a good thing but for right now I am going to roll with it. My birthday is in July and I would like to be aleast 140 by then!!!! Here we go 80 pounds to lose!!! 210 to 130 in 40 weeks......................... Start weight 210 --- 12/15/2008 Week Day Goal Actual lost Week 1 * 12/22/2008 (204) -- 211.5 (+1.5 owww bad start) Week 2 * 12/29/2008 (202) --208.5 ( -3 whoooo wooo) DEC TOTAL -1.5 pounds Week 3 * 01/05/2009 (200) --206 (-2.5 Yeahhhhh) Week 4 * 01/12/2009 (198) --204 (-2 First reward here I come) Week 5 * 01/19/2009 (196) --204 (Nothing, its okay next week) Week 6 * 01/26/2009 (194) --204 (ugh, I need to get on the ball) JAN TOTAL -4.5 pounds Week 7 * 02/02/2009 (192) -- 204 Week 8 * 02/09/2009 (190) -- 204 Week 9 * 02/16/2009 (188) -- 204 Week 10 * 02/23/2009 (186) Week 11 * 03/02/2009 (184) Week 12 * 03/09/2009 (182) Week 13 * 03/16/2009 (180) Week 14 * 03/23/2009 (178) Week 15 * 03/30/2009 (176) Week 16 * 04/06/2009 (174) Week 17 * 04/13/2009 (172) Week 18 * 04/20/2009 (170) Week 19 * 04/27/2009 (168) Week 20 * 05/04/2009 (166) Week 21 * 05/11/2009 (164) Week 22 * 05/18/2009 (162) Week 23 * 05/25/2009 (160) Week 24 * 06/01/2009 (158) Week 25 * 06/08/2009 (156) Week 26 * 06/15/2009 (154) Week 27 * 06/22/2009 (152) Week 28 * 06/29/2009 (150) Week 30 * 07/06/2009 (148) Week 31 * 07/13/2009 (146) Week 32 * 07/20/2009 (144) Week 33 * 07/27/2009 (142) Week 34 * 08/03/2009 (140) Week 35 * 08/10/2009 (138) Week 36 * 08/17/2009 (136) Week 37 * 08/24/2009 (134) Week 38 * 08/31/2009 (132) Week 39 * 09/07/2009 (130) Week 40 * 09/14/2009 (128)

Go to the gym every day, so that I never have a reason to miss. I feel like if I miss one day the next day I wont feel like going. So to stay on track I have been going every day for 2 weeks so far!! My first goal is to go every day for a Month!!! X - I want to run a 5K!!! X - Wear a bathing suit with no mid section X - Shop in the skinny girl section for jeans. LOL X - Have Confidence

I started to pack a lunch and little snacks. I am a meal skipper that is why it is so hard for me to lose weight. I now make my self eat 5 times a day and drink nothing --- nothing but water.

I have been over weight for as long as I can remember. I have been called names all through school. I want to finally be ME!!! I want to be confident and not so shy and to myself. I want to live life not hide so I don't have to worry about what others think of my image. I want to be skinny for my son, so that I have the energy to keep up and play with him.

Inside some of us is a thin person struggling to get out, but they can usually be sedated with a few pieces of chocolate cake. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat are really good friends. ~Author Unknown If hunger is not the problem, then eating is not the solution. ~Author Unknown I recently had my annual physical examination, which I get once every seven years, and when the nurse weighed me, I was shocked to discover how much stronger the Earth's gravitational pull has become since 1990. ~Dave Barry I'm allergic to food. Every time I eat it breaks out into fat. ~Jennifer Greene Duncan You know it's time to diet when you push away from the table and the table moves. ~Quoted in The Cockle Bur I'm not overweight. I'm just nine inches too short. ~Shelley Winters I'm in shape. Round is a shape... isn't it? ~Author Unknown When I buy

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