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Introduction Text I live in San Antonio, Tx. I love my life, my son, and my boyfriend.... I hope my motivation to loose weight this time gets me over the barrier I always fall on.... I started gaining all my weight when I was around 5 or 6. When my parents divorced and I had a new step mom she started pointing out what I never realized... that I was fat! As I became more aware with it around 13 I decided to "diet" and became what I call a fat bulimic. I would lose 12 pounds one week the next 7... then my appetite became to much to overcome and I gave up and put back on the pounds. It got worse as I grew up. When I was 16 it got so bad that I would have spasms in the middle of the night. I have an eating disorder, I binge and I crave. But NOW I am more educated and am ready to start on a path to becoming healthy and above all more patient when it comes to loosing weight. It's not healthy and there's no rush to have to loose pounds and pounds in a matter of a week. New starts give you a second chance and I'm ready. So far so good. The results of taking my time are paying off. Not only because I'm loosing weight. But because my appetite isn't being neglected. I still eat what I want, just fit it in my meal plan! Eating disorders can be helped when you take your time to realize what you're doing to yourself. When you realize.... they're just as bad as staying fat. My boyfriend has told me he wants to have another baby, of course we already have our 3 year old son. Before I had gotten pregnant with him I weighted 225, after the pregnancy I weighted 237... Then I let myself go and got up to my heaviest which was 280.... I don't want to make the same mistake so I have another motivation to loose weight aside from my trip to Florida. To have another awesome baby!

My overall medium goal is to loose 70 pounds by july. I'm going to Florida and I don't want to look like a beached whale. lol.

I'm a big calorie counter. I've been doing it so long that I can tell you the calories in something off the top of my head.... kinda sad. I'm not much for exercise because i'm a lil' insecure about walking or jogging in front of people. In February I am getting a treadmill though (YAY ME!!!)

I have a small family, just me, my dude, and my son who is 3. Loves of my life. I do tattoos and hope to someday have my own shop. I'm am just seriously tired of being big.... so I'm yet, on another journey!

I'm a lovable person, dorky and funny....

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