Tuesday, March 11, 2008
OK, I usually avoid looking in the mirror when I am naked. 4 Kids, stretch marks, saggy, baggy, poochy whatever you want to call it, not so pretty. So I noticed the other day, yes I did look, and what I saw wasnt too bad. Not ready for Playboy(ever) or a bikini but not so bad anymore! I could actually wear a bathing suit this year and not be so worried about how I look. I do not know if it is that I have lost a bit of weight or if my thinking is changing a little. Maybe a little of both. My body image has been so bad the last couple of years and it is huge for me not to cringe when I see myself. It is nice to see my body changing, I know it will never be perfect- I am OK with that! I just want to accept what I see in the mirror, and I think I am getting there.