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Thursday, May 22, 2008


I have been dealing with a hectic work schedule, but I am finally at peace with the jitters of working again, i feel a lil mor independent. I still here the whispers in my ear, telling me I 'm not as small as I was when i first started, i gained weight after joining, I'm no longer sexy and that my boyfriend will no longer want me, but these are voices I have to fight and keep under control, because it starts with me I can't eat all kinds of food when I'm down I have to take a lil responsbility, yes this weight problem is fast spreading desease, but i have great ppl, who are doing it and losing the weight ( such as Joette a great friend who stays on my butt and reminded me of my blogs, lol ) and then have prettynink23, who is sturggling with me but we hang int here and encourage eacother, she is amazing and I don't know what I would have done without her and many of my sparkers who r keeping up with me and hanging in there, I put this pic up, alil afraid of what pplw ould think, she know she need to stop or she got rolls here and there, but I had a guy friend from another site( he helps me cuz he does bodybuilding) he told me I look more toned and he could see a change I couldn't and that made me appreciate it even more, So i say don't always listen to the crazy voices in ur head, as long as u have the spark and great friends u too, could pick up your spirits and feel a lil better, not 100% no, but just maybe 50% and 50% feels pretty darn good to me ( i'll save 100% for when i get 20 pounds lighter, lol) emoticon..( but i do think this pic looks ok, joette) not the bomb but i see what u man about the curves and that's why i liked it, lol..thanks
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  • LWATERH
    Um, this is a LOVELY picture! Please keep fighting those voices. Oprah once said "You can talk yourself out of anything". Each time you hear a voice telling you what you can't do or can't become, reassure yourself that you CAN do it and WILL!

    Hang in there love!

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    4606 days ago
  • HOPEFUL2DAY!
    I'm so proud of you putting this up! You look great!
    I haven't been brave enough to put up more pictures of myself other than the one on my page.

    You can tell those voices in your head to take a hike. You are a wonderfully sweet, beautiful lady. I'll be praying that God will show you how He sees you - as the beautiful lady you are.

    You're doing so good!
    Have an incredible week!
    :) emoticon
    4616 days ago
  • RUT123
    I also think you look fantastic girl! Hang in there!
    4617 days ago
  • J0ETTE
    You're right I AM going to keep on you to let us know what's goin' on in that pretty lil head of yours. ;)

    You are sounding like you don't like that pic.... My first thought was WOW! It is an amazing picture. It definitely shows off some of the curvy parts. ;)
    4629 days ago
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