I'm Still Standing.....
Friday, July 11, 2008
Thanks Vonna and Holly for your support! I'm feeling much more stable today than I was when I last wrote. Yes, I have been and will continue to support him 100%, because I love him and today, when I can think clearly, I know that he loves me too. And yes, I deserve someone that is healthy, and he deserves to be healthy because he is so committed to getting better and to us and our future.
As sad as I may be, I have to put myself in his shoes and acknowledge how he must be feeling right now, not being able to make outside contact. I have written him every day, but I don't know how long it takes for mail to get there from here. (New York to Ohio). I do know how happy he will be once the letters begin coming in. Sometimes he feels insecure too.
I'm still standing and I am still doing what I need to do to work towards the goals we have for the future. I choose to believe that he will come out of this so much healthier and happier and that will make our future so much brighter.
I thank God for SP and especially for my friends in the Bipolar group because you all came along right when I needed you to, and if that wasn't God I don't know what is!