frustrated with myself
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Yes I fell off the wagon and climbed back on and then fell off again. Why can't I stay on? I'm really getting pretty banged up and it's not good for me. I look at my friend's spark pages and they are so motivating to me and I want to look like them. Maybe I don't have the patience. I know I can persevere if I could just stay consistent. I like the way I feel when I eat right ALL DAY. I like the way I feel after I exercise and I LOVE the way I feel when the scale heads south when I climb on. Oh I long for the days when I was fit, trim, and HOT!!. When I wasn't sickened by what I see in the mirror, when I was confident. I need to get a dose of stick-to-it. I need to keep my eye on the prize. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!