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Soul Searching Answers.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Sandy Here I come.

“Wisdom is knowing what to do next, skill is knowing how to do it, and virtue is doing it.” Anonymous

Okay this week I did my soul searching, to answer my own questions.

Do I want this for me? Yes, I want to reach this goal to say that I have reached my goal. I want to not be the fat girl any more. I want to enjoy looking for clothes.

Or do I make excuses because I don't want this? No I am not making excuses because i don't want it I am making excuses because they are easier to do then to do the work.

Why am I going for this goal? To be healthy, to be hot, to be my hubbies "trophy" wife for me not him. To keep that sparkle in my hubbies eye. To be an example to my kids that this is the right thing to do.

Who am I going for this goal for? Me, and me only.

Is it me or is it someone else? No it is for me.

Do I want it for the right or wrong reasons? I want this for the right reasons. I want this because I need to do this for me. I want to do this for me.

Why am I afraid to reach that goal? I am no longer afraid to reach this goal. I will reach this goal. I will reach this goal before we move to Little Rock.

Do I feel I am worth reaching this goal? Yes I am worth this goal.

What is holding me back? Excuses are holding me back, no longer will I let them.

Who is holding me back? I am holding myself back no one else.

Where is my motivation? I found my motivation, I can not put it in words where it is but I have it deep down in my soul again. Plus shoes. lol
Where is my determination? My determination is in the same place as my motivation, It is deep down and will stay this time.

Where is my will power? My will power showed up out of the blue even with chocolate in the house I have will power.

Where is my fight? Is deep down, in my little body. I can be mean. lol

Where is my spark? My spark is back. Watch out I will be at 120 before November 30th.

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    so glad you are back- been feeling stalled myself- reading your blog helps
    4434 days ago
    I love the picture! I am so glad your spark is back! Thanks for the constant support.
    4447 days ago



    Hugs, Sonia
    4453 days ago
    Come on Mahala!! We all know you can do this. A good mantra I use is Make Every Day Count. It is too easy to tell yourself you will be good tomorrow, or start again on Monday. Do it today! Make EVERY day count! I am here for you baby!!!

    4453 days ago
    Now there's the fight we all know and love. :) Glad to have you back. Missed yah!
    4454 days ago
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