Hmm.. Is the grass always going to be greener?
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
You know, when I was weighing in at my highest of 217, I used to think of when I got down to 177 after I had my son.. Used to think how good I felt.. I used to think "man, if I could just get back to 180 I would be happy!" But.. Here I am at 178... And all I see in the mirror is FAT!! I know that the 40lbs had to come off from somewhere.. But when I look in the mirror I just don't see it. It makes me wonder if I will ever be happy with my body again.