why I havent been here

after my last blog we had a really rough week, fiancees dad has 3 clogged arteries and theres nothing they can do for him, right after we found that out his best friend passed away from cancer, and then the same night my daughter (my granddaughters mommy) went on a chinese delivery (food) and it was a fake delivery and she was robbed at gun point, then the next day my fiancees 9 yr old cousin passed away from a accident :( so it was a horrible week, then last week, my computer died completely, just got this one, sadly I have no pictures or anything any more, so I cant post a picture like I usually do in my blogs. I have no idea what I weigh, Ill start on sunday weighing and measuring again.
I have missed everyone, hope everyones doing well.