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Monday, September 29, 2008

Well, soul searching didn't help and yelling at myself from the inside didn't help. But...........

going to the doctor and telling him that I "didn't care" did help. Because we decided that the medication I was taking was the wrong medication for me so I am in the process of switching it. I have to taper off of the old and taper on the new so right now I am on two different meds. I have one more day of the higher dose of my old one and then a week left of it. But within the week I have gotten a few things back. I have my soap boxes back. so I am finally caring again. I am making better choices, and caring about my choices. I am making conscious decisions on what I am eating. And most of all. I am more affectionate towards my hubby. That was a major problem.

So here is to the new meds and to more focus.
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    Welcome back! - emoticon

    I think we all reach that point sometimes - I'm glad you are able to work with your doctor and get a handle on things! I wish you all the best!!! emoticon

    K. emoticon
    4396 days ago
    Hey girl I am glad to see you are feeling better. Girl this whole year I have been lost and confused and finally getting back to me and doing what I want. I had gotten down to 192 by December 07 and gained almost 30 pounds by February and now still above what I was. I have some soul searching to complete still myself but now finally on the right track and doing what I want for me.
    4398 days ago
    Welcome back Mahala. I have missed our little ray of sunshine!! What kind of meds are you on? I hope you are feeling back to your happy self soon.

    HUGS, donna
    4401 days ago
    It is great to have you back as you (if that made sense)!

    Meds can be good for you and as you're finding out....sometimes not good. I well know this!

    We're here for each other!

    4402 days ago
  • AMBER98
    Glad to see you back! Hope the meds get sorted out quickly!
    4403 days ago
    Mahala, I am so glad that you are back and on the road to feeling better. You know we are here and please write whenever you need someone to listen. It is great that your DR really listened to you.
    emoticon , Nancy
    4403 days ago
    the journey back is not as far as you may seem. I've been preocuppied these days too - nice to have you back
    4403 days ago
    And a healthier you - on many levels!
    4403 days ago
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