Promise to me
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Its been a while since I have written or even been on SP. Don't know why, think I was just overwhelmed with it and a lot of things going on at home. I did realize that I lost weight when I was logging in everyday. So its time to get back to it.
Life is getting better. DH has made big changes in our lives all for the good. So that is a big financial releif for both of us. I am trying to be a better person and not be so depressed all the time. I am looking for the positive in life and learning to be grateful for my life and what I have. Losing this weight again is something that I think about everyday, most of the day. It is almost the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I feel obsessed with it. I should be able to fit in the jeans that were too tight last year. As long as I have been doing this, if I was faithful to it, I should be thin and happier. I like my life, I love my dh, I love my family, etc....I just don't like the way I look. Now is the time to change. I need to get back to it, AGAIN!!!!
PROMISE TO ME: One day at a time....... don't stess about it everyday, all day. Drink more than 64 oz of water EVERYDAY. Eat good things for me. I gave up all meat without a problem, why is it so hard to eat the right things? What makes it so different? Walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, EVERYDAY. Need I say more? Be positive. If I can imagine myself losing weight, then it will happen. I can see myself feeling confident and in my size 6 jeans and my hair down in a new sexy haircut and just feeling like I am on top of the world. I can see it, now be it!!!! It can be done. I have done it before, so it is not impossible to do.
I know it will not happen overnight. I need to get that out of my head. It will take time. If I am faithful at it and imagine it, it will be done.