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Wednesday, December 03, 2008

I have got to lose this weight. I was doing so good until May of this year and totally fell off the wagon. I have been feeling guilty lately for having lost my spark, but today I am DONE with these excess pounds. I am slowly killing myself!!! Seriously...

I have noticed that I am getting light headed more often and my sugar falls through the floor if I don't eat every so often. I can't walk and breathe at the same time. I can't talk and breathe at the same time. I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I finally have good hair and don't even bother with it because the rest of me is horrid. Seriously...

We got family pictures done for the first time in 3 years and I look like a double-chinned blimp!!! I was so happy with how well everyone did. We all look so joyful and my hair was cute, my glasses were cute and my clothes were cute, but me...FAT!!!

I am really done. I am so tired of this. Deep down I know that I have to get off my butt and move, but I haven't made myself. The discipline isn't there, but now it has to be. SERIOUSLY!!!
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    Gosh its good to see you back on Spark. I was just checking your page to see how you are and saw that you had blogged. I miss hearing from you but understand when things get hectic. Dont give up. Its been months sense we talked but I lost 40 pounds with Spark and I know you can find that recommitment too.
    4337 days ago
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