Not so good

Well I havent blogged in awhile, mostly cause I haven't done so well. Last week I was sick with a double ear infection, and I didn't do so well exercising. I'm back on track now, and I have made a decision. I was still eating things I shouldn't. Mostly because I didn't want to feel deprived and go back to eatig too much. But now after not losing weight (well I lost one pound in a month),I see I'm gunna have to be more strick with myself. I had to say well do u wanna be as thin as u want and then eat things you like eery once in awhile. Or do I want to be the same weight and feel bad about myself? So my birthday is the 26th and I want to have lost some of my weight, I'm going off all junk food period and chewing gum after meals instead of having something I shouldn't. No one day of the week where I eat stuff I shouldn't, at least until I get where I want. So I'm on track and it's not goin to be easy, especially around my family who don't eat well at all. But it's gunna be so worth it when I put that bikini on this summer!