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Trying to get back alligned !!!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

i think i have been purposely avoiding talking about my weight loss for a while.
I have went over 300 lbs AGAIN.

But I started this last week to exercise and I'm trying to get my eating habits disciplined. Eating again at night has been the hardest!!! ( as usual)
Hubby and i have been snacking togther at night for several months.
Please pray for me!
Some nights i do ok and others there does not seem to be any discipline in me at all.

I eat it ,and even as I'm putting it in my mouth and think to myself" no"!!!!!
i do it anyway. Pray for me ! Some strongholds need to be pulled down again!

At other times I get so tired and so frazzled at times i just go through the motions and don't even realize what I'm doing or eating.
i hate that part of me !

Keep me accountable friends !

Being transparent !

Love

Lisa


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  • GAILYMVT
    I hear you...just think as you are eating.....Do I want this? Waisting is wasting your calories, and lastly how many sticks of butter must I remove from my body. I know that I have lost many thousands of sticks and gained them back but NO MORE. You can do this we are here for you.... emoticon emoticon emoticon
    4124 days ago
  • LACEEJO11
    I am so sorry...I thought it wasn't posting...and I kept clicking!!! It was just being slow!! Please delete them off!! Again, I am sorry!! Keep in touch. Your Friend, LaceEjo11 emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    4127 days ago
  • LACEEJO11
    I hear your pleas, my sister. You are welcome to join us, on the forum and post what you eat each day. Some of us who are doing the pound a week goal are doing that. I know that isn't the answer for everyone. I will put you on my prayer list. Hang in there!! I too have had those same problems...I give full credit to GOD that I am doing better now, but it is still slow, I have 4 ponds that keep going on & off...so I can't really go to onederland YET!! I know the frustration you are feeling!! It is difficult when those type of foods are around and someone else is indulging in them!! I sympathise with you, my friend. Have you tried keeping fruit on hand and eating that when he is munching on no nos? Just a suggestion. I wish I could do more!! I talk to GOD every morning when I get up and ask for HIS intervention...then I have to be sure I am open to it...as HE does help me when I let HIM!! Keep in touch and I will give you support, there are lots of sweet ladies on the team, go by anytime and post,,,someone will get back to you!! I hope this helps!! WE CARE and are here for you!! GOD BLESS YOU & ALL YOU DO!!! LaceEjo11 emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    4127 days ago
  • LACEEJO11
    I hear your pleas, my sister. You are welcome to join us, on the forum and post what you eat each day. Some of us who are doing the pound a week goal are doing that. I know that isn't the answer for everyone. I will put you on my prayer list. Hang in there!! I too have had those same problems...I give full credit to GOD that I am doing better now, but it is still slow, I have 4 ponds that keep going on & off...so I can't really go to onederland YET!! I know the frustration you are feeling!! It is difficult when those type of foods are around and someone else is indulging in them!! I sympathise with you, my friend. Have you tried keeping fruit on hand and eating that when he is munching on no nos? Just a suggestion. I wish I could do more!! I talk to GOD every morning when I get up and ask for HIS intervention...then I have to be sure I am open to it...as HE does help me when I let HIM!! Keep in touch and I will give you support, there are lots of sweet ladies on the team, go by anytime and post,,,someone will get back to you!! I hope this helps!! WE CARE and are here for you!! GOD BLESS YOU & ALL YOU DO!!! LaceEjo11 emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    4127 days ago
  • ALLFORHIM8
    I will be praying for you Lisa. I know how it is, mine is more on the weekends. Pray for me too. I think it's all the emotional busyness and things that swirl about us.
    He's teaching me to rest in Him and I'm learning, slowly.
    Love ya,
    Linda
    4127 days ago

    Comment edited on: 3/22/2009 11:01:20 AM
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