It is time to fill up my glass because I am feeling half empty
Friday, March 27, 2009
This has been a really long week. It has really dragged. And last night it hit me. I am so down. So not a half full glass mentality going on. But why? I have no idea. I am feeling really bloated and it is a week before that will happen. Personally I have been having troubles being (excuse me for my honesty) constipated. Who wouldn't feel icky with that alone? And my oldest teenager is dating someone that does not bring the best of her out. She has this larger than life, fill up a room personality and when he is around he silences her. I HATE IT. She sees it, but when he is around she is under a spell. I just wish that she would see that she could do so much better.
Ok. So I really need to focus on the positive. The positive that I have a trainer that wants me to succeed. That every sore part of my body are muscles waking up and morphing into a healthier me.(and man is my body morphing today after last nights torture). I have a good marriage and a healthy family. I have a dog that idolizes the ground I walk on. A work out partner that is the bomb.(hope you are feeling better today) I have great friends... There are so many good things going on in my life right now.
I am getting healthier and blasting through health and fitness goals that I thought would take so much longer. Not realizing that deep inside of me is the willpower and the determination to do anything; I need to give myself enough credit for who I am.
Today I have slated for a day off to let my muscles rest. Tomorrow is Zumba!!
Sunday is an hour with my personal torturer.
I can do anything in this journey with Amy by my side!! We are doing this sister!