Gained a Few pounds...disapointed yes....Defeated heck no!!!!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
After a "fun" sugary easter a whole bunch of Spring Birthday parties, I realized I havent been sparking/exercizing/eating right I stepped on the scale and to my dismay 190 flashed back at me.I am very upset, but im driven to see better numbers on it, I will not let this setback define who I am im getting over it and getting moving again and beginning to make healthier eating choices yet again.Still over 100 pounds lost I will not let them creep back on me and become morbidly obese again I enjoy feeling healthy and Fit. Today I set my goal to a realistic number for me 170 , 150 would be a tad bit too skinny for me, I would love to be healthy without looking sick and overly tiny, Im a big tall country girl who wants a little bit of meat on my bones,If I reach 150 someday fantastic, but Im looking forward to seeing 170 on my scale.
I hope you all are not dissapointed on my lack of willpower and the weight Ive gained, I hope you all realize im human and I make mistakes too, im trying to make things right, and I will succeed.I love all my fellow Sparkmates and im sorry i have not been keeping in touch, I want to tell you all im proud of you and your victories for ones going through similar things like im going through Hang on we will succeed we can do it!!!