Now this is just annoying............
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Im sitting here very bummed this morning. Last night my very favorite band in the world, KoRn, played a venue about 50 miles away. Did I have the money for the ticket? YES! Did I have a great outfit to wear?YES! But I got this crazy hip that just wont work!!I can even drive my truck, I just think Id have quite the time crawling from the parking lot down the street to the armory!
In the two months since this has happened Ive had a lot of time to think about what I was supposed to take from this experience, what Im supposed to learn. I said i would remember what it was like to be trapped in the house and not even be able to see the sun for days at a time. I would remember what it was like not to be able to get to a store for myself and get the right yogurt that wouldnt upset my stomach , the right razor that wouldnt rip the flesh, the right magazine that would keep the boredom away for another month.
And now I will remember what its like to miss a concert, show, play ,festival, etc because while you may be able to get yourself there , you cant get yourself around. So much of the healing process and of course the quality of life is a mental state.WHEN I am well I plan to try and find a way to remedy these things for others.It seems like a little thing to remedy that I see makes all the difference in the world to a person. If I could give someone elses life a boost, make someone elses life all the better, this would have been a lesson well learned! Keep prayin' for me guys! I got work to do!! Hugggggs