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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Im sitting here very bummed this morning. Last night my very favorite band in the world, KoRn, played a venue about 50 miles away. Did I have the money for the ticket? YES! Did I have a great outfit to wear?YES! But I got this crazy hip that just wont work!!I can even drive my truck, I just think Id have quite the time crawling from the parking lot down the street to the armory!
In the two months since this has happened Ive had a lot of time to think about what I was supposed to take from this experience, what Im supposed to learn. I said i would remember what it was like to be trapped in the house and not even be able to see the sun for days at a time. I would remember what it was like not to be able to get to a store for myself and get the right yogurt that wouldnt upset my stomach , the right razor that wouldnt rip the flesh, the right magazine that would keep the boredom away for another month.
And now I will remember what its like to miss a concert, show, play ,festival, etc because while you may be able to get yourself there , you cant get yourself around. So much of the healing process and of course the quality of life is a mental state.WHEN I am well I plan to try and find a way to remedy these things for others.It seems like a little thing to remedy that I see makes all the difference in the world to a person. If I could give someone elses life a boost, make someone elses life all the better, this would have been a lesson well learned! Keep prayin' for me guys! I got work to do!! Hugggggs
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  • BUFFALOGAL1952
    It is all about attitude and how you view your adversities...is the glass half empty or half full? I think you are a "half full" kind of gal and your attitude is going to get you thru this. Don't let yourself down girlfriend! I truly believe you are going to come out of this a much better person that the one you were when it all started. Keep your head up and your heart open! You'll get there!
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    4139 days ago
  • PRETTYNINK23
    Your right in looking at this as a learning experience and being grateful every day for the things we have! you WILL get better and you WILL appreciate the little things a thousand times more than ever! i cant wait to see your healing process begin and remember you got a lot of people praying for you girl! :)
    4141 days ago
  • DEUCE119
    Hopefully your pain will be the worlds gain! You show a lot of strength and courage even when you are down! emoticon emoticon
    4143 days ago
  • GLM19566
    Hay, Woman, Sounds like some folks are going to benefit from your experience. This life is really about what we can do to help others, cuz when we help others we are really helping ourselves and the rest of the world in general. They say we are really all ONE with the ONE! You are very much an encouragement to me, and while this thing that your going thru is not fun your strength and courage to face it with a great attitude help us all. G-L
    4143 days ago
  • BUTTERFLY_MT
    any idea what's wrong with the hip? Are you able to see a doctor or anything?
    4143 days ago
  • AMBERROGUE
    That's it! Keep that chin up! emoticon Way to USE the frustration for something positive!!
    4143 days ago
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