SP Premium


Terrified!/ UPDATE

Friday, July 10, 2009

Did you ever become so terrified that you are numb! Well I did and let me tell you I don't think the numbness will go away until frank is out of danger!

My experience of seeing someone so special to me on a ventalator is what is making me numb!As He lays there so heavily sedated you wonder whats going on in his mind.I know he loves me but until you see your love one like that you don't realize what you have until you almost loose them!I know what we have we have 16 beatiful years together3rd time is a charm!With all our problems health wise and financial i think i forgot to think on how hard it would be without him on my side everyday.To many of the important things are forgotten and I think we need to stay a jist of all of this.This experience has taught me alot and so i think now only about getting him well and getting him back to me is dogs honey and patches and his iguana little foot.I do not smile much these days and or laugh but the Pastoral team at the hospital made me laugh a little and cry a little they are always there for me checking all day on frank and to see if i am ok and if i need anything.

So as i write this all to my spark family and friends i want you all to know i am trying to keep my chin up! I know that you are all there for me and I will keep you all in my prayers for all the support you have given us and all of your prayers!Thank you one and all and i will update everyone just as soon as i can ok?I love each and every one of my team and each and every friend i have made here at spark so to you all again thanks and have a blessed day i know you are all with me in spirit.Your Pal Tweety!

Hi to one and all thank you all for your commnets your frinedship your hearts and prayers all of your prayers have worked you all must have pixie dust ya know? Frank is now off of the ventalator and all tests are negative the foot infection , the anitibiotic making him sick to his stomach, the diabetes not eating, not drinking, much for the last week and he told me he did not take his meds because of being sick to his stomach so he through his body into what they call septic shock . He is now breathing on his own and resting comofrtably so thank all of you without him i would have been done fore but all your prayers brought him back and for that my family ,my spark friends i love you all and will be back with you just as soon as frank heels please bare with me you all mean the world to me and i hope all know that. So see ya soon missing you all so very much stay sweet and cool and I'll be back before ya know it. Thanks agian all of you your pal tweet!
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
    Prayers for both of you
    4175 days ago
    I spoke with Frank today and he sounds great...although you were out and about, you are in my thoughts and prayers always.
    Blessings and hugs,
    4193 days ago
    Hello Sarah,
    We all will be here when you come back and I know that I miss you alot. But right now, you need to focus on you and Frank. He will really need you when he goes home. You get lots of sleep, b/c when he does home he will be like a baby. Sometimes I think MEN act like babies; b/c they want to be the center of attention. Believe me, b/c Honey was the same
    when he had a fractured skull. And sometimes they can act like jerks or
    a pain in the @@@@. You make sure you keep up your strength and eat
    too. You all are in my prayers and thought every day... Sarah, I love and miss you so much. Always, ERNA emoticon
    4248 days ago
    You and Frank are in my thoughts and prayers. I know it's hard, but you need to take care of yourself also. Lean on God and he will give you strength.
    emoticon emoticon
    4250 days ago
  • no profile photo DIANESNEWLIFE
    I'm sorry you're going through this. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time.
    God Bless,
    4250 days ago
    My goodness, I'm definitely praying for your situation, not only that your loved one is okay but that you feel God's peace. If there's anything we can do, let us know, and definitely keep me updated!!
    4250 days ago
    Both you and your loved one are in my prayers.
    4250 days ago
  • MISSYA72
    My heart is with you along with my prayers. Please stay strong, and if there is anything I can do to help you, please let me know. I've been where you are with someone on a ventilator and it is a horrible experience. Your spark friends all love and care for you!
    4250 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment

    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.