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I'm DONE with it all!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I'm DONE being fat. I'm just sick and tired of it. I don't want to be like this anymore. I'm DONE with the Yo-Yo dieting. This time the pounds I lose are going to stay gone!

What payoff do I get from being fat? I'm trying to figure out WHY I am the way I am. I mean, if I hate being this way so much then why do I always end up returning to the weight I was?

I forget where I read this - - someone else's blog? But it is so true!
Being Fat is hard! Losing weight is hard! Choose your hard.......

It's all hard....it's all overwhelming. Which one has the better payoff?

I'm just fed up with my Fat self today. I'm having one of those days where the "goal" me is itching to get out of this fat suit and she's tired of waiting. She KNOWS she didn't get like this overnight......she KNOWS that it all takes time, but today she is lacking patience and she's wishing she could lose from 5 to 10 pounds a week instead of 1 or 2.

I have no choice though. I'm in it for the long haul this time. No matter how long it takes - I refuse to yo-yo back to my top weight again.

I'm just so tired of being Fat.
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  • ALYSSASMAMAW
    I am right there with you. I too am sick of this fat body and ready for it to change. I think we all wish it would happen quickly like wake up one morning sinky and realize it was just a bad dream but hey, that's not reality. But reality can be that we decide to change for good. You go girl, best of luck!

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    3940 days ago
  • HICALGAL
    so am i. easier said then done but keep plugging along and patience, it's more than a virtue...it's a lifeline. we're all in this...some hanging by our fingertips, and others who have a good hold. stay strong and keep on keeping on, cause that's the only way! emoticon
    3940 days ago
  • RAGGEDYANN4563
    I know just how you feel! I keep even trying to picture myself "small" again and I can't seem to muster up that image. But I want it desperately! You'll get there eventually..Good for you for vowing to never gain it back again..I am with you 110%. I've lost 57 pounds at one time, then gained it back PLUS several more..I'm vowing alongside you to never let that happen again! You can do it! Just try to be patient, though it's tough to do some days!
    3941 days ago
  • JEAN524
    emoticon Sunny. You'll get there if you are really determined. I am beginning to creep back down and this time I am determined never to creep up again. You are right - it is hard work. emoticon Love, Jean
    3941 days ago
  • JLTHIN4EVER
    I love your quote ... choose your hard.
    3941 days ago
  • NOMOREFOOLIN
    It's just overwhelming sometimes!! The baby steps are too teeny sometimes! But keep going, don't give up!
    3941 days ago
  • VALLEYGIRLDM
    I understand how you feel and I am with you on this. Good luck on reaching all your goals!! You can do this!
    3941 days ago
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    I can really feel your determination and frustration in this post! It'll take time but I admire your determination! Good luck!
    3941 days ago
  • GRANNIGM
    Congrats on your determination and positive frame of mind. You are so right, choosing your HARD is not as easy as it sounds. Wishing you the best of luck and success with your lifestyle change. Stay focused and motivated and also realize that you did not gain this weight overnite so it will take time for it to come off, but it will come off. Hugs! I'm here for you if you need it.

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    3941 days ago
  • BLKBEAUTY34
    I'm with you ! I would love to wake up and it just misteriously disappears ! But reality says as you said it took time to gain it and it's going to take time to lose it ! I'm in it with you, let's beat this !
    3941 days ago
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