I'm DONE with it all!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I'm DONE being fat. I'm just sick and tired of it. I don't want to be like this anymore. I'm DONE with the Yo-Yo dieting. This time the pounds I lose are going to stay gone!
What payoff do I get from being fat? I'm trying to figure out WHY I am the way I am. I mean, if I hate being this way so much then why do I always end up returning to the weight I was?
I forget where I read this - - someone else's blog? But it is so true!
Being Fat is hard! Losing weight is hard! Choose your hard.......
It's all hard....it's all overwhelming. Which one has the better payoff?
I'm just fed up with my Fat self today. I'm having one of those days where the "goal" me is itching to get out of this fat suit and she's tired of waiting. She KNOWS she didn't get like this overnight......she KNOWS that it all takes time, but today she is lacking patience and she's wishing she could lose from 5 to 10 pounds a week instead of 1 or 2.
I have no choice though. I'm in it for the long haul this time. No matter how long it takes - I refuse to yo-yo back to my top weight again.
I'm just so tired of being Fat.