I'm trying to stay *Positive...I have no other options!

I haven't been on SP for a while now. I had such a busy summer. But as I am preparing to go back to school (from my 2 weeks break) and work, I'm having the most stressful weekend/week ever!

1- I found out that a friend of mine who went home to Jamaica was kidnapped and killed (slain actually, still waiting to find his head)..he was only 27!!
2- On Sunday, my bf had a terrible car accident
3- On Sunday night, my mom got terribly sick and could not stop vomiting
4- On Monday (yesterday), I found out that that a friend of mine had a heart arrest (due to diabetes-induced kidney failure) and passed away at the ER (in her pool of bloody vomit)..she just turned 30 and was planning her wedding!!
5- TODAY, I found out that my good friend who just got married lost her baby...she was 7 months into the pregnancy!
6- Just a few minutes ago..I found out that another friend of mine has a pancreatic tumor and is scheduled to undergo surgery shortly...She's only 26! Hoping and praying that all goes well...
7- My ex just called me to tell me how much he hates me and how much he wishes he never met me!

I FEEL LIKE YELLING & SCREAMING!! But I refuse to...I cried sooo much on Saturday (I didn't leave my bed all day) and again on Monday but I refuse to let these things bring me down anymore. So I'm trying to stay positive because I realize I have no other way of dealing with so much stress ALL AT ONCE!!!...aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhh..I have a terrible headache, but smiling has helped me...I can't sleep, I look like cr@p, like really ugly steamy horse doodoo + major headache and lingering insomnia..I don't really care, I'm miserable..officially...BUT I truly believe that things will get better...I know they will...

ADM, how much more can I take?? :'(..

~*This too shall pass*~