Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Okay...so I went camping this past Labor Day weekend. We (me and the hubbs) went with another couple. I know that I hadn't pushed myself the week before we went, exercise wise. Not trying to make excuses (or am I?), but I just got 12 warts surgically removed on my left calf and foot. One of the ones on my foot hurts super bad...most of the day. I did about 5 days of 60 min workouts on the elliptical the week before we went camping (just telling you the exercises of the week before). When it came time to go camping and canoeing, I was feeling pretty confident. I had my bathing suit on...nothing showy...just a suit. I thought that I looked pretty good.
So, when I got home and looked at the pictures I took - needless to say - I thought I looked so horrible. I was so embarrassed that I took my shirt off...even walked around in my bathing suit! I was just like "What was I thinking!!" And the fact that my friend that came is like 4" shorter than me and weighs 100lbs...!! I posted this picture on my flickr account and it got the most views (14, and counting)which says something...and I'm sure it isn't too positive. I'm so freakin' humiliated! Here is a picture that we took together that I am so embarrassed of.
It just feels like someone slapped me in the face, and I'm laying flat on the ground. I know that I haven't been working my butt off the past 2 weeks b/c of my foot, but when I do work out (which is around 4x a week) I do at least 40 min on the elliptical. I just feel like my hubby's getting bored with me always (and I mean always) talking about my weight and I don't ever want to take my shirt off again! I want to blame my foot, but I feel like it's an excuse somehow.
I'm just a little mad at myself and had to vent.