Rewriting my story.
Monday, September 14, 2009
It's been a while since I've been here, you see I took sometime off like I do every year to be a stay at home mom with my boys for a week or so before they head back to school, and I take the first day of school off as well.
So now that I'm back at work, I'm swamped and haven't had much time to get on here, but I will find more time. I had a bit of a revelation while I was at home. I found myself writing, just like I do on here, but I've been doing it more and more. stuff saved on my jump drive, a notebook by the side of my bed and even in the smaller notebook in my purse. Just moments of letting my thoughts drain out. On a whim, I thought this is the life I want to have. I want to spend my time writing. I want to be a writer. Share my struggles with others like me. I sent an email off and long story short, I've received a "lets go for it".... yes, that's right, I'll be officially having a blog on one of my favorite "mom" websites www.modernmom.com
It's going to take some time, it maybe another month until anything is up, but I'm so excited! I've started to pursue a dream, a life I want to have. I'm not complaining about the life I have now, it just feels sometimes like it's someone else's life, not mine. Its the life I made, because its what I thought I should be and do, but why not reach for what I could have, if I could write this script out so well, why can't I start a new one??
I'm rewriting my story now, and learning who I am, good and bad....but it'll be all me now!