Trying to get it right!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I'm feeling pretty determined today. I guess thats why im on here. Iv been struggling with my weight all my life. Iv always been "the fat one". Today I am making a change. I dont want to look in the mirror and feel disgusted with myself. When your overweight enjoying life is some what impossible, because everywhere you go you see all these other girls who are slim and cute. They wear nice clothes, and their hair always seems to be perfect. Why does it come so easily for them? Why cant I be that way? I ask myself those questions everyday. Its hard to enjoy anything when your big. Every where you go, you feel like the center of attention and not in a good way either. I want to feel good about me inside and out. I want to be healthy for my son. Being fat makes you lazy and tired and makes everyday activities 1oox harder than they should be. So that is why i am here today. Trying to get it right!