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Ugh.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I'm back. I don't want to be back, and it pisses me off more than anything, but I'm back. 18 months after my last post, I'm 15 lbs up from my last post (but I did quit smoking), and I'm under more pressure than ever. I'm convinced that this time I can do it myself - I have to.

I wish I were somewhere else. I'm in such a miserable place right now - so miserable that I did 't even know how miserable until it was pointed out to me. I don't know where to go now.
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  • KRESKA
    Congrats on quitting smoking! And welcome back!
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    4146 days ago
  • EDOWNEY
    Thank you for coming back! It will do you more good than you realize.....
    4148 days ago
  • VSWINGLE
    Hang in there...it's great to see you back! Hopefully I'll see you at another ALS graduation soon.
    4148 days ago
  • CAUSEITWORKS
    Hey, quitting smoking, (I believe) is harder than losing weight. And damn near impossible to do both at the same time.
    It's great that your back on the site, that is a positive action. You've got a friend in us (the SP community).
    So stick with it and keep your head up.
    4148 days ago
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