Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I'm back. I don't want to be back, and it pisses me off more than anything, but I'm back. 18 months after my last post, I'm 15 lbs up from my last post (but I did quit smoking), and I'm under more pressure than ever. I'm convinced that this time I can do it myself - I have to.
I wish I were somewhere else. I'm in such a miserable place right now - so miserable that I did 't even know how miserable until it was pointed out to me. I don't know where to go now.