Halloween 2009

Well here it is another Halloween and I'm still here!!! Its been a rough few years, but somehow i have always made it through.. Things are ok. my emotions are still all crazy being they have my meds messed up. Ashley is doing the best he can handleing me like this being each day is still new to him. Also being NO1 in his family has something like this.... I just hope our money issues get better and that i finally am able to get some energy up to start exersiceing.... I want to be healthly and not sick. I want to be able to do more things than I am doing now... but we will have to see what happens in time...