I'm Still In Denial, Living Gluten-free
Monday, November 23, 2009
Last night I did something that I'm totally sorry for. We have ice cream for our thanksgiving pie and I thought that having just two small scoops would be all right to have. But, no it sure wasn't. I was never so sick in a long time. That ice cream went rip roaring through my stomach and I was so sick for about two hours. Needless to say I don't have to worry about any of those calories staying with me. But guess what? I'm sure not going to do that to myself again. Because yes I still have allergies to Ice cream and no I can't have it as a snack any more. When I was eating that ice cream it felt so good. I was living in the past when I was younger and could do that. How comforting it was to eat that bowl of ice cream. It went down so well. But, I came out of the dream about a half an hour later to a total nightmare. The reality of it all faced me and I was not living in the 1960 and more, I was here in 2009 and I can't eat a lot of the things I did way back then. My poor tummy deserves better then that. It's time to face reality and get on with doing what is best for me. I can't live in the past any more, the future is what I need to live for. And "NO, Judy you still can't eat ice cream." Wake up and live in the real world. I really hurts to much to be in "Denial."