I lost a friend
Thursday, November 26, 2009
On Sunday, November 15, 2009.. the world lost an angel. Tough though she may have been, she gave from her heart with compassion to those in her circle.
She was my friend...my best friend. Gwen was her name, and she would have been 42 next month. I am writing, blogging, for the first time in my life, to try and relieve some of the pain that is inside of me.
So young, so strong, and an avid "gym rat", Gwen should not be gone. She will be returned to the earth tomorrow, November 27, 2009. I will miss her dearly. I will be reaching out to my friends at sparkpages to simply stay the course. I don't want to eat out of heartache, and Gwen would not approve.
I will make her my inspiration, and try to stay focused on my weightloss and life goals. It is so hard. "Why" is a constant, yet my faith tells me to be still.
I know that this blog is redundant in it's wording, but believe me, pushing these keys and seeing my emotions in print is such a relief.
Gwen was here, she was a beauty, she was a phenomenal human being, a person who challenged life and herself.
I will miss you my friend.