Not Thankful for Thanksgiving
Sunday, November 29, 2009
WHY OH WHY!!!
Me+Thanksgiving = No self control. Can you say, "Homemade Apple Pie, Pumpkin Pie, Mac & Cheese, Mashed Potatoes, Gravy, Stuffing, Green Bean Casserole, Sparkling Water" 5 times fast?? LOL! I am horrible! I have a HUGE issue with wasting food. I would rather eat the extra leftovers than to throw them away. HOW DO I FIX THAT!?? I tried to give them to my skinny minnie hubby - but I just ate HIS leftovers! Geez. I'm pitiful. I can hear myself in the back of my head saying, "It is just Thanksgiving, I will straighten up my act on Dec 1". But doesn't that just mean that I'm procrastinating??
I've lost 7lbs [142 to 135] (in the last 4 months), and haven't gained any over the holiday - so that has been my justification. I have a hard time earning the 1200 cal goal per day. I always go under. I usually get around 900 cals per day. I have always been like this - so why am I the weight that I am?? I just wish a magical physical trainer would walk my way and set me up with a personalized meal plan (that is so diverse I can't see straight) and a workout plan that makes me lose weight w/o killing myself or making me get 'sick and tired' of it. WHERE ARE YOU MAGICAL PHYSICAL TRAINER?? ((THAT IS FREE)) lol
Good thing is: I am hitting the gym tonight. Hopefully I will feel so good about it afterwards, that I can't help but do it again tomorrow! I am 20 years old for Pete's sake! I need to look frickin HAWT!! ((Let me clarify - I NEED TO LOOK FRICKIN HAWT-ER)) lol :)