I am DONE with 97 pounds ...
Thursday, December 10, 2009
I can't even believe I have lost 97 pounds. It doesn't seem real. I know how much that is, but getting my mind around the fact that I have done it MYSELF ... no gym ... no trainer.
I look at my before picture and get emotional, tears come to my eyes. I am relieved I no longer feel as miserable as I was then. That 250 pound version of me was so unhappy. I hated myself for over-indulging, for binging with no end in sight. I hated myself for hating myself. I bottled up my feelings and tucked them away ... I hid from the world for a few years, I never wanted to be seen. I was embarrassed and ashamed.
I am posting this blog... because I want to remember and I never want to feel that way again.