back in bed

uggh
i get to miss the party.... i was deciding... or trying to decide if I should go... even when I am sick... went to the doctor yesterday... i got this viral gastroenteritis .... suuuucks
this hasnt been a good 3 weeks... dunno whats wrong... and I am somewhat scared....been too sick ... too often... whatever the thing...either a sprain.... this viral thing... it really does not help me lose weight... i get demotivated and worst of all... I DONT EXERCISE....i am really upset that i got this bad luck maybe...I want to get better so I look better....
dang it!!!!
this is almost ridiculous... i keep on reading this wonderful success stories... and I WANT TO GET THERE!!! and show my pics and stuff... but I just cant...
~patience~


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