As the new year begins

Well the past few months have been really rough on me and Ashley. each day has been a new battle and something to overcome.I am back on meds but I am still tired alot of the time and I try and just get a few things done during the day to atleast say i got something done... I am hoping that this will be THE year I lose the weight. I know soo many of us say that each year, but with me I want to have kids or atleast get pregnant by the end of this year. So in order to be healthy enough to have a baby I gotta get some of this weight off me.... My hubby is so sweet when he tells me I am pretty but I DON'T FEEL pertty alot of the time... and I know if I lose some weight I will feel much better. I have been making small steps to reach my goal its just gonna take time! I have faith in me. I just have to fight with my energy and my mind and then I think I can get there!