Fall seven times. Stand up eight.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Ok...this is one of my favorite quotes. I try to use it constantly to motivate myself. Why is it that standing up is so hard. Is because I am ashamed I fell down? Is it because I am starting to feel like it will never happen? I honestly am not sure. I guess its embarrassing. Each day I wake up is like trying to stand up again. I have so many things going on in my mind that I feel as if I cant accomplish anything. I am afraid to step on the scale because knowing there could be potentially bad news.
When I think about loosing weight...I smile. But to loose weight is a challenge. I will continue to try but I feel Like I have fallen millions of times and gotten up a half a million.
I just need support. I need that strong support system. This is the place to be when you are needing support. I also have a great friend that is helping me out with this. She knows my background; my life. She know the roller-coaster I have been through.
I am asking The Lord to help me, guide me, strengthen me, strengthen my willpower.
I will overcome... I will do this for my son. I don't want to let him down. He needs me.