she so called me out
Friday, February 12, 2010
I dont need to go into all the details, but all in all my good friend totally called me out.
Basically (but much nicer), shut up and start doing it is what she said. We have this way of talking and pulling out the bottom line of whats going on with me. "I hear a lot of future plans" and "I hear a lot of excuses" "YOU have to make it a priority" "Its not a choice anymore, its a necessity"
All completely true statements. Hard to hear, and I know it already, but good for me all in the same breath. AND THEN I committed to her that I'd wake up early and workout before I left for work...well, life that second got in the way, and I'm afraid to talk to her until I actually work out today! I want so badly to justify it, and I've got a REALLY good excuse, but its still an excuse. No one said this was going to be easy, but for once I actually feel like someone is paying attention...and I'm ready to prove to her that those things she thinks of me are true. So since I'm working from home today, I'm going to work out after my 2:30 conference call. NO EXCUSES.