Friday, February 26, 2010
Well here I am in a slump or almost a slump... I know that loosing weight takes as long to loose as it does to gain at least that long if not longer... I have been feeling so frustrated so I start that bargaining in my head. You know the bargain... well maybe I am suppose to be this size, why cant I eat what I want.. why do I have to count every calorie, why cant I drink what I want... all that stuff that I have been struggling with for a year or two...I know that no one is making me do what I am doing and I also know how good it feels to be skinnier...BUt I am frustrated... more so frustrated with being frustrated... I am starting to get mad at myself...crazy hey, this morning I woke up and thought I am not excercising today, I am going to go to work and come home and go to bed.... that is what got me up this morning... the thought of going back to bed after work... You want to know what the craziest thing is, THERE IS NO REASON FOR ME TO FEEL LIKE THIS... I have consistently lost pounds.. I have met my goals that I set for myself.. I am just frustrated...
However, after that rant, I came to work and got my 250 fitness min bonus and a few goodies and I am starting to feel better.. wow, what a long haul we have and for all of you here you are doing awesome...
Have a great day!