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Friday Swim Time

Friday, March 05, 2010

Got to go swimming again. I have a cold coming on I think, so I wanted to go to steam room and sweet it out. My son is gone again. Out to play poker again, I am taking care of Beto and Charlie.
Which is why I got to go swimming, he let me go for a little while. But I had to come back so he could charge his phone.

I at least got to take care of self in all of this. I am just looking to when I leave. I almost left early but they would not let me cash in my plane ticket so am here till end of March.

I have learned a lot while I was here this is for sure.

Soon I will be weighing myself again. Just cannot wait till I see the 150's. I still have this problem of not seeing what I really look like in the mirror. I get worried I am not seeing what I really look like I do not want to lie to myself. It will be nice to see my friends who will be honest to me and let me know what I do look like. I will have been gone for 6 months and have had a lot of changes in my lifestyle emoticon emoticon
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    I am disturbed by you comment that "he LET me go for a little while, but I had to be back so he could charge his phone." Huh?? Who's the parent here? You have the right to go swimming whenever you durn well please! And his phone charging is his own responsibility!! Don't be a doormat hon, it's not doing you or your son any favors. emoticon emoticon
    3925 days ago
    I agree wholeheartedly with what ladyraven said! [just too afraid to post it here] You are worth MORE than that!!
    3925 days ago
    I don't think I've seen any changes in the mirror. There are times where I feel thinner but then look in the mirror and look the same to me. So, maybe that's the same thing LOL. I also haven't lost that much weight yet so that could be it too LOL. In regards to the going home thing, I think you'll be able to handle this much better once you get home as you're dealing with a lot of negativity here right now. :) Keep up the great work and just last through one more month!
    3926 days ago
  • BOVEY63
    I hope you find some peace when you return home.

    I know what you mean about the mirror - I'm never sure that I am seeing the real me. Please post the response you get from those you haven't seen in six months.
    3926 days ago
    I have a question: why is your SON dictating how you do things and where you go, as well as WHEN? Also, why are you allowing him and the Wife to walk all over you? You say you are not happy, yet you contiue this. I understand that you want to keep peace to see the Grandkids, but is it really worth your Self-Esteem? Seriously? This is not good for YOU on so many Levels...I can't even begin.

    As hard as it will be, you need to tell them that you will NOT be used any longer...if they want you to watch the kids, then they need to ASK you and not DEMAND or EXPECT you to be available. They wouldn't do this to any other person....I promise this.

    But, until YOU stand up for yourself, it WILL continue....

    Sorry if this is harsh, but you really need to step back and see how their Treatment of you is affecting you and your Health...
    3926 days ago
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