Finding me again
Friday, April 09, 2010
I am fed up with myself. I am 2 flippin pounds over goal and its no one's fault but my own. This, that and the other has derailed my running this week and I feel like a complete loser. I am binge eating and out of control. I need a grip! I need to find my Spark! Where in the hell did I put it? I am miserable. I need help. I want to cry.
So, my plan is to keep looking for my Spark, get a firm handle on my eating, hit the pavement after work and get at least 5 miles ran. I vow to quit being hard on myself and remember to forgive myself. I will start loving myself once again for I deserve it. I will take it one day at a time.
I am making this public for accountability purposes.