Monday, April 12, 2010
Well today is such a windy day!!!! I went up north to flagstaff this weekend to see my parents. It was so nice to have chilly days!! Bad part was that I didn't excerise unless you call 2 days of power shopping excerise. lol..and then we went out for dinner two of the nights. I tried to not eat a lot during the other meals so I could save up calories. I got home really late last night and had so much to do this morning before work. So I didn;t work out this morning either!! Then that dreaded time of the month came, so I sit here all crampy and pissy. I'm going to work out before work tomorrow so hopefully that will help the cramps out!! I feel like just when I feel great something happens that then I feel like crap again. I am begginning to think that it is all mental. For some reason I get to a point then stop. It isnt a platuea, I just stop...I think I need help figuring out why I feel I don't deserve to get this in my life. It is really weird.!!
I am going to take it one minute at a time :)