after seeing the damage that pizza binge suddenly not so satisfying
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Let it be known I LOVE pizza... Okay I thought I did until I actually recorded one of my binges. Now I understand what Kate Moss was talking about when she said 'nothing tastes as good as skinny feels'. I have been craving pizza for weeks. Since mid Aprilish. I'm so proud of my weight loss that I've been resisting. One day I literally cried myself to sleep rocking and chanting 'hunger is my friend'. I wanted that pizza so badly I chose not to eat at all rather than eat something else. The craving kept up, kept up, kept up. My girlfriend, who isn't watching her intake, came into town last night. I said screw it I'm getting that pizza tonight. It was tasty. Let me tell ya. Usually I don't log my binges. Today I decided that had to stop otherwise I'd keep right on the same roller coaster. HOLY SMOKES. I'll be doing double time at the gym for the next week just to maintain forget lose. I believe I have had my last pizza binge. Next time the insatiable craving hits I'll be getting ONE slice from a to go place. Time to go pay penance and pound some pavement. Have a great day all.