what can ya do...
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
okay. soo.. i didn't get the job. i interviewed last wednesday. they had me wait all weekend and sent me a very general, form-letter type email at the start of my shift on monday stating that they were "going with a candidate that had more experience/background dealing with this field of customers" ... very disappointed. frustrated. wanted to cry, but didn't. my boss took me off the phone and said, hey, this will test you. but don't let it bring you down. i'll help you make a move this year. go for a walk and kick the curb or let out a yell or somethin. you're entitled to do so. and i was like, yea. this sucks. i REALLY wanted that job. he says to me, well, i didn't tell you, but i knew some other candidates that were applying for the position and they had experience with that customer base before, and i didn't tell you because i didn't want you to think that you didn't have a chance, because you had a great chance, you're amazing at what you do, and i wanted you to go into that interview shining. i was like, okay.. so they clearly had an edge on me seeing that they've got that background. he's like, yea. but it's alright. we'll keep checking the job board and trying to move you up. so, i mean, i'm thankful for my boss. he's a good guy, he looks out for me, and he wants to see me succeed. so i'm thankful. and i got another interview under my belt, which is ALWAYS a good thing. but yea, monday was a not so good day, but i was proud for not crying, and not eating things just because i was upset. i was strong. and yesterday i had a great workout. today is my day off and i plan on having a crazyyyy workout. (legs/shoulders/abs/cardio) and i'll be leaving the house shortly for the gym, but i wanted to get a blog in real quick. i get so excited about training legs and shoulders on sundays and wednesdays. i feel like such a badass. it's hard work. that's why a lot of people skip legs. they're sore for days. my legs start quivering like jello. i'm dripping sweat everywhere. my face is red. there's no playing around when it comes to workin legs. lol. and i can't wait to see what they'll look like in august. 2 months from now.. with the hard work and good nutrition.. i'm sure they're going to look pretty different. i've also been noticing some shoulder definition that i've never seen before and THAT is exciting. i've always wanted defined shoulders. i was out the other night, wearing a tank top, and i rubbed my bicep without really noticing it, and my friend jess goes, "OMG your muscles are huge! where did you get big muscles?! what do you do?!" i couldn't stop laughing. it made me feel good. even one of my guy friends was like, "you have a good peak on your bicep" in my head i was like YESSS!!! haha. but yea, i'm feeling good, staying positive, and toning up. hope all of you are having a great week so far! can't believe we're already past the 1st week of june... wow.