Gotta love days like this...
Monday, June 21, 2010
It's MONDAY. That in itself should be enough, however, today one of the girls came in that I rarely see, and I think she made the trip just to tell me that she was looking at pictures from a Christmas party about five years ago, and that I looked a LOT different then. Of course I did. I was ony 130 pounds soaking wet, and now I'm 60 pounds heavier. I've been having a hard enough time lately dealing with what I've done to myself again ALL BY MYSELF without this today. :(
Funny thing is, I woke up with a new attitude. What do I WANT to weigh? Instead of looking at what I weigh now and need to lose, I was going to "see" 135-140 and take it one choice at a time. "Will THIS choice get me closer to 135?" Well, she came in and bursted my hopeful bubble.