life changes--both wanted and unwanted
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Be careful what you ask for. I wanted a little change in my life. Well I got a whole big life change. I started seeing a new doctor and I am working diligently with her to repair my body internally from damage I had done all my life by eating crap food. My numbers are improving with my blood tests. My cholesterol has always been good but 3 months ago it jumped to 230!!!! Well with my new eating plan in one month it went back down to 188. I am very happy with that!!! The weight loss is slow but she assures me if I stick with her and keep eating whole foods, non processsed crap and take my endrocine supplements that my body will heal and finally release the weight I have. I sure hope so :) So that was a change I really wanted.
Then the middle of June I get a letter from my landlord saying she wants to sell the house and will not renew my lease. OMG!!! My lease was up in July so I found a new place in the same area but the thing is they wouldnt hold it until July 31st. I then had to get a hold of the landlord to be let out of my lease early with no penalty to get this new place. While dealing with all this, and trying to get money together for deposits etc, I had to put my best friend of 12 years down. My sweet Jasmine (yellow lab) got really bad and couldnt walk. It was the hardest decision I have ever to make. So I had one whole day to grieve and then had to get leaase signed etc and start moving. Well I have a 2dr car and moved everything I own with it except the big furniture.
Last Friday I had off and did 12 hours of moving. But before I started that I went to the ranch I volunteer at and was picking a retired racehorse hooves. He is a big boy, 17 1.2 hands. Well the sweetheart took one step right onto the end of my boot and leaned in. Fractured my big toe!! OMG it hurt. Now remember I still have to move!!! LOL Saturday comes around and my parents come down to help me move (oh by the way---it is 114 degrees each day!!) so anyway my parents come down and I fall off my dads trailer!! So I am black and blue, fractured toe, sweating and tired. Needless to say I am finished with the move today! I went and cleaned my old place and got the carpets cleaned.
Remind me next time to say I need a little change in my life to stop before all the words get out!