Falling off the wagon
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
I think I may have found the key to my fatness.
Every time I go to try and better myself mounds of things try to keep me down as though the universe enjoys seeing me fat.
Since starting spark... I've had colds, sore throats, financial issues, personal life issues, and now yesterday an attack of allergies. My eyes itched so bad I scrubbed them. In turn I swore I ripped my retina off. So, I sit in the ER all night. Thankfully not the case. Instead I've just irritated it. Still, I'm now walking around like a pirate. One eye open. Might as well go around greeting everyone with 'Argh' today.
Sure, I've lost 14.2 lbs since starting Spark.... but it also seems I'm drowning when it comes to being sick or life... and it in turn has me back at the fast food place looking for solace.
For instance... before my eye issue yesterday I made dinner, or... I was in the middle of making dinner rather... something healthy. It was not finished before I left to the ER... and on the way out... at 9:00 pm... I asked my hubby when he picked me up, if he could dish me up some dinner when we got home... he gave me a sheepish look... oh...umm... its all gone. Let's stop by somewhere and pick you something up. I'm sorry. Taco Bell it was.
I'm just so frustrated that every time I think I'm ahead... I get knocked a few pegs back. HELP! SOS!