I'm so not proud of myself. So so not proud.

I haven't log in here at SparkPeople for a long time now.. maybe a month, maybe a little bit longer than that. It sucks. I didn't count my calories intake, I didn't drink any water for weeks.. I didn't take care of what I was eating or even being careful with the portions.

The good news are that I didn't take much weight back. A couple of pounds only. I will be back next week at SparkPeople and I'll do whatever I used to do. It makes me feel good and it shows on the scale. I miss looking for new receipes and having news from the people too.. I miss losing weight. I really want to reach my goal in time and I know I can do it.

I am motivated. I hope I'll be motivated enough to go to the gym even if I don't really enjoy everything that it implies. The time goes and I need to love my body, and myself.